LuLuh hatiku..sob..sob

Stupid..I am stupid.. i should never give too much hope..

I swear I never fall in 
love again..


Why??
kalau tak suka, sepatutnya tak perlu buat-buat baik..
Menyesal sangat.. Saya tak sepatutnya berharap sebab saya taw ko memang tak pernah akan pandang walau sekalipun..

Hari ini memang kecewa sangat..
Kalau saya tahu, lebih baik saya tak pernah ada perasaan macam nie..
Kenapa la saya bodoh..saya dah jangka perkara ni akan jadi..
Benci..Benci pada diri sendiri..

Diorang memang sesuai sangat..So sweet..Sama cantik sama padan..
Saya??macam langit dengan bumi..beza sangat..
Saya dah taw yang diorang memang suatu hari nanti akan bersama..
Tapi saya terus membodohkan diri saya..
I have done everything for him..
I tried to be pretty..
I reject all guys that admire me..
I tried not to be so cheap..
I even tried to be like her..
But I can never be...And that's hurt so bad..
Even masa spm pun sa tulis esei english saya pasal ko..
Menyesal sangat dengan tindakan bodoh tue..

I wish I never knew you..
From now on, I'm going to delete you from my head and heart..

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